Frustration

I cried today.
I'm frustrated that when I google Cerebellar Hypoplasia it wants to talk to me about the findings in cats.
I'm frustrated that when I find stuff on Google about Cerebellar Hypoplasia, it's either uninformative, extremely vague, in large medical terms, or the worst case scenario.
I'm frustrated that I don't know what the future will be and not knowing means I can't plan accordingly.
I'm frustrated because we still don't have power.
And after 5 days of being strong, positive and optimistic, I cried.
-E